Sorry for Existing

I got over it now It's just last night

A female ghost In my room asked

If I'm alright 

over and over

She was tryna say she ain't die

Tryna love me but I said, I said

Wake up in the morning, I’m feeling drowsy

It's all the alcohol I put in my body

I'm paying a toll, and that toll is very expensive 

I swear to God I can’t take it

I pray to God he can take me (he can take me)  

I cannot move on 

‘Cause I did love her with all of my heart

All of that time, she said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings with blood

I lost everything and everything I wanted

This is worthless in the end, that's why I stopped trying

I told my mama I'm gonna make it out the house a millionaire  

She looks at me weird ‘cause she don't understand it

I'm sorry and also for apologizing

I'm sorry I can’t tell you, you will end up laughing

I'm sorry, to my friends and family

I'm sorry, I hate myself, and I'm here talking about it 

Life is beautiful, I get it

But when I see this side of humanity, I don't get it

Why do you keep hating yourself, this ain't the end

Just live it to the end, don’t give a fuck this will end

I got over it now It's just last night

A female ghost In my room asked

If I'm alright 

over and over

She was tryna say she ain't die

Tryna love me but I said, I said

I cannot move on 

‘Cause I did love her with all of my heart

All of that time, she said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings with blood